time for me to vent…
gasdfjkahsdiufhawqekifasdf im so freaking stressed about everything ugh omg… all my dad effing talks to me about is SATS and ACTS and college…. i have NO FREAKING IDEA what i want to major in and i definitely dont want to be an engineer… not interested in that… he says i CAN CHOOSE what i want to do but then hes like “you know nursing and engineering have the most jobs right now” its like… shut the eff up stop freakin pressuring me i already am stressed enough about school and sats and acts and now i have to think about what i want to do for the rest of my life… its too much… and its such a downer because THATS ALL HE TALKS TO ME ABOUT he’s not like hows school… no its grades grades grades SATS ACTS COLLEGE grades grades grades…ughhhhhhhh so frustrating idk what to do… and on top of that idk why but ive been like stressing out about my relationship with my boyfriend.. its my first relationship and i’m reallllly happy and i really like him (think i love him) but its like im not sure if im just settling because its a mutual thing and idk and its not like i want to date anyone else but its like idk im wondering if i get too comfortable with him that the whole “college” situation will be even worse for me.. idk im just so stressed :(
That awkward moment when your “friends” don’t invite you to something.
